Chapter Ten: Bitch!

natasha (the next morning)…

"fuck" i yawned

i leaned up and looked at the time…it was 8 in the morning,im surprise i woke up that early…. i crawled out of bed leaving chris wrapped in the covers. i threw his shirt on and looked around the room.

"men are so nasty" i whispered while picking up his clothes off the floor, his basketball shorts smelled like strong cologne mixed with must. yuck! i walked down stairs to the laundry room putting the clothes in the washer..

"damn this a nice ass washer" i laughed

i was always used to having that beat down washer at home, it was kinda nice to see a washer that actually works…

"mmm you look so sexy when you wash clothes"

"Oh shit! you scared me!" i nearly screamed

"sorry baby girl" chris said while kissing my cheek

"ahaa i thought you were sleep?"

"was" he yawned

"i love the washer"

"say you do?"


"natasha who says that type of shit. thats old people talking! we still young" he laughed

"whatever negro" i smiled trying to cover my face so he wouldnt notice


chris picked me up and sat me on the washer & he started to kiss my neck moving his cold hands down my back

"chris stop" i giggled pushing him off of me

"quit playing"

"what are you tryna do have sex 24/7?"

"naw" he mumbled pushing him self onto me

"yeah right"

"why you always be trippin?" he asked

"why you always be trippin?" i mocked

"dont turn me on" he laughed

"too late!"

he started to suck on my neck, leaving me speechless

"mmmmm" i moaned

he pulled my hair back & started to make his way to my lips

"nigga you dont pull a black woman’s hair!" i cried out in pain


"that shit hurts!"

"im sorry let me make it better" he said seductively

he continue to kiss me..while pulling my shirt up


"chris who’s at your door this time of morning?" i asked

"i dont know let me go see … hold on" he said kissing me one more time before leaving


damn. i didnt want to answer the door but, whoever it was.. stay ringing the fucking door bell, i looked out the door and saw sammie’s face, i opened the door.

"hey chris!" she said handing me breakfast.

"uh sammie do you know what time it is?"

"yeah its like 9 or something like that"

"8 in the morning" i added

"so chris.. i always bring you food, you never complained before?"

"sam ima need you to chill ight?"

"what do you mean chris? i mean you kissed me remember?"

"that shit was a mistake"

"what?" she replied

"i was trying to cheer you up, and you know im with natasha now so you-"

"you guys are official?" she asked

"well i mean yeah i guess?" i said scratching my head

"thats your girlfriend?"

"yes sam damn!"

"you fucking her or some shit?"
“sammie thats none of you bussiness”


"i didnt mean to lead you on sammie shush" i said trying to calm her down for natasha wont hear

"fuck you, chris we aint friends anymore" she said walking away

"sammie don-"

she slammed her car door and drove off….. leaving me with the bag of breakfast she got me, i felt kinda bad for leading her on.. i know how much that shit hurts.. coming from experience with kim and all.

i walked back in the house to find natasha fully dressed and her hair wet

"done talking to that girl?" she asked

"natasha we just-"

"i know save the speech" she laughed grabbing the bag from my hand

"hell yeah ihop bitch!" she said grabbing the pancake out the box

"yo greedy pedi looking ass" i laughed

"fuck you! home girl gotta eat"

"i gotta eat too" i said pulling on her jeans

"eat what?" she asked


"eww you so nasty, but sexy"

"ahaa i know,iknow" i said making my way upstairs she started to follow me

"chris wait!"

"uh?" i said walking into my room

"make it quick" she said pulling her pants down

"girl, you know i’ll need at least ten minutes" i picked her up and laid her on the bed


"have you talked to natasha?" carmen asked looking at her phone

"naw i even went to her house and she wasnt there"

"you mad at her?" she asked

"naw im not mad why i be mad b/c she’s off with chris brown and im alone with my vibrator" i huffed

"damn too much info sis"

"sorry carmen, its just im-im so fucking lonely.. and i miss my best friend natasha" i explained

"im here bitch!" she laughed

carmen was stupid as fuck, she was such a fucking blonde.. i missed having my bitchy friend natasha around to talk shit and making  me laugh.. i felt like i was losing her to a celebrity

"i know cunt" i pushed her lightly making her fall

"opps!" i laughed

"we can go do something if you wanna?"

"do what?"

"party bitch, i heard that tyga’s throwing a huge ass party"

"are we invited?"

"of course we are thats amber’s new boo remember?"

"yeah amber’s new boo" i replied

i needed a man really bad before i start going crazy maybe a party is exactly what a horny bitch needed.

"ok lets go shopping bitch and get ready to par-tay tonight!!" i screamed


"is chris coming is chris coming!?" kim asked while jumping up and down

"hold on damn … the phone still ringing" i said

"hello?" he said

"chris! my nigga…… my brother from another mother..-"

"wassup bruh?" he asked

"nigga i wanted to see if you wanna come to this party im thowing"

".man i dont know.."

"come on chris! just a light fun party with mad hunnies"

"nigga i cant.. well shit fuck ill be there"

"ight nigga thats wassup! at my place around 10 or 11 nigga dont be a drama queen and show up late ight?"

"ahaha bye nigga" he said and hung up

"he coming? he coming?" kim asked

"yeah he’ll be here"

"yes! i gotta get dress and go get ready for tonight!" she screamed

"yeah go do that" i mumbled

i never seem kim get so excited over chris before.. damn people change so fucking fast..


"who dat?" i asked

"tyga" chris replied

"what he want?"

"uh,uh something i gotta get for him… the nigga sick" he replied getting up

"uhuh really" i said sarcasticly

"yeah bae really he said he need me to stop and get him some medicine tonight"

for some reason this sounded like a straight lie, but ima trust him.. just not all the way trust.


i knew if i told natasha the truth than she would flip out and get jealous and i aint really trying to deal with her attitude and shit…

"dont you got shit to do?" i asked

"why? you got shit to do?"

"well you know.." i said

"no i dont know"

"i gotta meet tyga today and might swing by the studio on the way there" i replied

"i guess ill call my girls up and see what they up to" she said while getting off the bed

"oh ight" i mumbled



"whats wrong with you? your whole persona changed"

"nothing babe chill out" i said kissing her on the lips

"now go get ready for daddy to drop you off" i slapped her ass as she walked away.

i hate lying.. but maybe its a good thing for now…


chris dropped me off renae’s house.. i wonder whats the rush..


hey i screamed hugging renae

"fuck you mean hey .. mrs brown" she huffed

"aww stop being a bitch!" i said grabbing her and pushing her on the bed

"stop you lesbo" she laughed

"why you mad bestie?" i asked sitting up

"i thought you forgot about me" she whined

"i would never! i love you renae’!"

"what about me?" carmen added

"you too dumb ass" i huffed

"yay! besties again!" she yelled

"ahha yeah, what yall doing tonight?" i asked

"partying!" carmen screamed

"where and who’s house?"

"we were invited to tyga’s house party" renae said

"wh-what i though tyga ass was sick?" i snapped

"haha who told you that shit?" renae’ asked

"nobody, i just though he was sick thats all.." i lied

"you coming with us or what?" carmen asked

"hell yeah! im go bitch!" i replied

chris thinks im a dumb bitch, lying ass.. ooo cant wait to see the look on his face when i show up to tyga’s party.. i should put his ass on cheaters & blow up his spot….

Chapter Nine: Mad Love


"sammie what the fuck is your promblem?"

"your my promblem chris!" she screamed

"how the fuck am i your promblem?!"

"you just are okay…"

"sammie me and you been bestfriends forever now what the fuck is wrong with you?"

"chris.. im-….im in love with you alright" she huffed

shit… why did i have to be put in this position.

"what?" i said in shock

"you heard me chris.."

"umm. sam i dont feel the same way-"

"i know.. you dont but i had to tell you, and now your with this bitch"

"shes not a bitch sammie" i said leaning on the door

"im sorry look chris i understand if you never wanna see me again"she replied

"sam of course i wanna see you again.."

"really? its not gonna be weird or nothing?" she asked

"yeah, i mean-"

"you dont feel the same way i feel b/c im too boyish"

"your not boyish" i laughed

"then what? im not pretty i not a hoe"

"sam your my bestfriend thats all i see you as!" i yelled

i could tell she was about to cry and im not a fan of a women crying especially if im the cause.

"sammie.." i leaned in and kissed her lips.

she looked at me and grabbed my head and started to roughly kiss me..


"GOOD BYE CHRIS!" i yelled opening the door and walking towards the streets

"natasha!" he yelled trying to grab me

"No im done with you! your a- your a hoe chris!" i screamed pushing him off me.

"maybe i should leave" sam said

"maybe you should cunt!" i replied

she ignored me and hopped in her car and drove off.

"natasha please litsen to me" chris begged

"i dont wanna hear it!" i slapped him across the face

"damn!" he said covering his face

"fuck i look like to you chris? a hoe?? im suppose to bust it open for you and then you leave me for your bestfriend?!" i asked

"naw, natasha come here" he grabbed my arm and took me inside.

"get the fuck away from me chris"

he slammed the door and walked towards me

"natasha look i dont want sam, i was just trying to stop her from crying"

"whatever chris." i crossed my arms and turn my head away from him

"dont be mad natasha i want you and only you"

"i dont want YOU chris!" i lied

"fuck you mean you dont want me?"

"like i said"

"dont lie natasha"

"i dont want you and you dont want me so bye chris" i said walking to the door

chris hurried and picked me up

"put me down now!" i screamed

"nope" he said carrying me upstairs

"chris!" i yelled trying to bite him but failed

he laid me on his bed and grabbed my hands and pin them down to the bed,.. i was out of breath from all that screaming

"get up off me and let me leave" i huffed

"why?" he asked

"what do you mean why? for i can leave"

"you dont wanna leave natasha and you know it!" he laughed

he leaned in to kiss me but i moved my head

"go kiss your bestfriend" i snapped

he moved my head so that i was facing him,

"you are my bestfriend"

"dont suck up to me chris" i said

"why you like it"

he started to kiss my neck and chest and slowly going down to my pants and pulling them down.


i was horny than a mutherfucker and i’d be damn if natasha was going to stop me from getting it in.

"chris" she moaned

i rubbed my hands down her her legs looking at her panties, i removed them and started to enter my fingers in her pussy.

"shit!" she moaned

i quicken the pace making her moans become screams

"you like that?"

"Yes dont stop!" she screamed

i took off my pants & boxers and threw them on the floor.


chris enter me and i all i could feel was the pain thrusting back in forth inside of me, i wasnt a virgin but shit.. it felt like i was.

"fuck!" i cried

"you okay?" he asked slowing down

"why you stop?" i laughed out of breath

"i thought you was-"
i grabbed him and pulled him back on top of me placing my legs onto his back and holding on tightly as he continued to go deeper and deeper inside of me, pounding me with great force.

"CHRIS!" i moaned over and over again,

"im bout to cum"

"Shit!" i cried one last time.

we both fell back on the bed trying to catch our breath.

"bet you never had it like that" he laughed

i looked at him and burst out laughing , he grabbed the covers and pulled them on top of us, i could feel the warmth of our bodies coming together..i started to stare at him hoping he didnt notice

"what?" he asked

"nothing, its just..-"

"just what?"


"just say it natasha, since your a badass"

"i am a badass no question" i laughed, i sat up so know my knees where facing the ceiling.

i could tell chris was looking at me..


“im really feeling you”

"what?" i said sitting up

feeling me? the fuck..? i wanted more than just feeling me, thats an automatic ‘i just wanna fuck you and thats it’

"i like you" he replied

"ahaa chris i like you too"

"come here"

he grabbed my waist pulling me ontop of him

"wanna ride?" he asked licking his lips

"your so nasty" i laughed leaning in to kiss him


"amber stop fucking playing with me!"

"stop fucking playing with me" she mocked

i swear amber act like a baby some times.

"forreal the game is on & i cant miss that shit"

"so, michael! bad girls club is on and i cant miss that shit!" she replied

"how bout we do something else than watch tv" i suggested

"uh?.. oh i know what you wanna do" she said catching on to what i was trying to say.

i grabbed her ass and she started to unzip my pants until..

"TYGA!" somebody yelled knocking on the door

"what the fuck" amber mumbled hopping off of me

i opened the door to see kim standing there.

"fuck you want this time of night kim?"

"uhuh who is this bitch!" amber yelled

"chris’s girl" i replied

" i need you to do me a favor" she demand

"what?" i asked

"help me get with chris"

"fuck naw he dont want you"

"tyga please!" she cried

"what you want me to do?"

"get me alone with him"

"why cant you go to his house?"

"tyga! just please i need him as my friend again maybe even more than a friend" she said

"ight ight see what i can do.." i said

i closed the door standing there drowing in my thoughts…

chris & me havent talked in a while so i doubt he litsen to me .


i know chris feel some way about me, because he would’ve kiss me if he didnt feel the same way i did, i knew he love me he just cant put it in words so he put it in action..

i sat on my bed looking at the ceiling fan.. thinking about how many kids we would have and how many haters we would have if were together… the sex fuck! the sex would be amazing .. i know i wasnt crazy , chris had feelings for me i know it..

the only thing thats holding him back is that ratchet bitch natasha if i can get rid of her chris will officially be mine.

"gun cocked, Pow!, woman down" i laughed

shit was fucking funny



Chapter Eight: Oh Shit!


"Yo Roni!’ i yelled

"sup tyga?"

"ima need you to handle a situation for me"

"what? is it"

"ima need you to take out a nigga named derick"

"why nigga?"

"b/c my girl amber said that he likes to hit women "

"whats that got to do with you??"

"nigga just do it!" i yelled

"ight ight tell me where he’s located and ill take him out"

"ill text it to you, make sure you get him good" i said sliding the gun across the table

"trust me he wont be able to wake up the next morning"

i puffed my cigar and swug my chair around

"thats what i like to hear roni" i smirked


"chris what are we gonna do?"

"why you have something planned?"
“no, not really but im just saying, we cant keep riding around looking stupid”

"how bout we go back to my crib?"

"& do what?" i laughed

"you’ll see" he smiled


"you like that?"

"OMG its so good dont stop!" i moaned

"you want some more??"


"whats my name?"


"Shit! thats good !" i screamed

he walked over to the kitchen and grabbed the chocolate sauce to make the sundae tast much better than it already did.

"i didnt know you know how to cook" i laughed

"theres alot you dont know bout me"

"thats the best icecream sundae ive ever tasted" i replied

"thank you, ladies love when i cook"

"dont brag nigga" i laughed

he came back over to me and sat down next to me on the couch

"try this" he said handing me a plate

i took a bite.

"mmmm im such a fat ass" i said with my mouth open

"ahha no your not"

"your so cute" he said leaning towards me for a kiss

"what the fuck your doing?!"

"tryna kiss you"


"what do you mean why?"

"what do you mean what do i mean why"

"ahha your too fucking much" he laughed

"you are too" i giggled

he moved my hair behind my ear and kiss me

"maybe you should make me some more food"

"thats what you want?"

"yeah" i laughed

"ok ok" he said while getting up and walking to the kitchen

this man made the hair on the back of neck stand up, thats some deep shit

derick (its late at night)


it used to be me and natasha thing, we always be watching etheir maury or jerry springer.

i laughed at the tv reaching for my popcorn.

i missed natasha, but she was to much for me.. she always complain how i would cheat or her and give her a headache and shit, i didnt really give a fuck.

maybe if she shut the fuck up and open her legs when i tell her to she would’ve never got slapped.

plus i got a new chick and she sexy ass fuck and kim would do anything for me.. just the type of chick i needed in my life.

all of sudden i heard a knock on the door.. i saw a shadow through the window and i saw a gun.

oh shit! i ran upstairs and grabbed my pistol, this bitch was tiny but it still worked

"OPEN UP WE KNOW YOUR IN HERE!" someone yelled

then i heard the door bust open i was scared as fuck,

i ran downstairs and shot my gun, then some fat nigga grabbed me

"SO you like beating women uh?"

"fuck you talking bout?"

"you know what were talking bout"
“well imma make sure you never hit a women again boy” the fat nigga said

then some nigga in a coat came up to me with a gun,i could feel tears dropping out of my eyes.

"wait! im sorry im so sorry" i cried…. i felt like a pussy

"too late to pologize" he said and shot me .

all i could feel was blood dripping down to my legs and.. and



i could tell natasha was scared to let a nigga treat her the way she deserved to be treated.. she would always tense up when i start to touch her.

her phone rang and she answered it.

"WHAT! OMG! OMG!" she cried


she hung up the phone and san towards me.

"i gotta go!"

"wait what happen?"
“my ex boyfriend got shot, i gotta see him!” she screamed

"uh hold up let me get my keys"

we hopped in the car and rushed to the hospital

"karma’s a bitch" i mumbled


"natasha i mean-"


"fuck you!" she hopped out the car

"natasha wait" i said chasing after her

"dont touch me!" she screamed

she broke down crying

"come on ill take you to the hospital" i said pulling her up

she hopped in the car and the whole car ride was silent on our way to the hospital


"DERICK! DERICK!" i screamed rushing through the hospital

"MISS CALM DOWN!" the nurse yelled

" OH mY god!"

i looked at derick laying there lifeless

"derick!" i whined touching his bandage


"what! who’s natasha?!"

"oh kim , your here" he replied changin the subject

"yeah who shot you?"

"i dont know some big nigga, shot me near my chest"

"omg doc is he gonna be okay?"

"yeah he will live, after some few surgerys"
“bae i love you” he said

"i love you too" i cried

"kim!" sammie yelled

"thank god you showed up your such a good friend " i said hugging her

"of course i showed up"

"wheres chris?"

"i dont even know i havent talked to him since he brought some bitch to his place"


"yeah i know"
“he hates me i know it” i cried

"its not about him its about you and derick"

"yeah your right " i said holding derick’s hand


i felt like it was my fault that derick got shot and i shouldve stayed with him instead of us breaking up.

"whats wrong?" chris asked

"nothing." i lied

"its not your fault natasha"

how did he know that i was thinking that.>?

"thanks chris"

"no promblem"

we pulled up to the hospital and i ran upstairs then i found all my friends in the waiting room

"im so sorry natasha" amber said

"You BITCH!" i slapped her in her face

chris walked behind me holding me back,

"chris brown!" carmen screamed

"let go of me chris!" i yelled

"look i was trying to help you out!" amber added while covering her face


"wha-what?" chris said out of confusing

"i didnt know he would do this!" amber pouted

"fuck you amber were done im not your friend anymore. go fuck yourself !!"

i grabbed chris’s hands and walked towards the back where derick was lying on the bed

"chris!" some chick yelled hugging him

"kim- what-"
“natasha!” derick said

"natasha?!" kim yelled

what the fuck!?


"wait. what you doing here!" i yelled

"im here with my boyfriend, didnt you come to comfort me chris?" kim asked

"hell naw"

"what you doing here with this bitch" she replied

"this my girl" i lied

"natasha?!" she yelled

"derick, this is the bitch name you just called?" she asked him

"she’s my ex" he moaned out of pain

"natasha that nigga yo ex?"i asked her


"wait a minute let me get something straight

natasha ex is derick

kim new boyfriend is derick

derick hit natasha

kim didnt want to be with me b/c of derick

natasha end up meeting me and now..” …..

"chris dont!" natasha screamed


i grabbed derick off of the bed unpluging the iv , and other things

"get off of me!" derick yelled

i punched him dead in the face and in the stomach

"stop chris!" sammie yelled

"oh shit!" natasha covered her mouth

the doctors came and pulled me off of him

i had his blood all on my shirt i damn near killed this nigga

"CALL 911!" nurse yelled

"shit! come on chris!" natasha said grabbing me and running out the door

"come on lets go before the police come!"she screamed

she took the keys and started the car and drove off.


"derick you okay?!" i asked

"yeah imma be alright"

"good" i slapped him across the face


"its not like that its-."

"fuck you derick" i grabbed my purse and walked out the door leaving sammie and derick alone in the room


"So.." derick said trying to catch his breath

"you sexy whats your name?" he asked

"ahha my name is go suck a dick!" i yelled walking out the door

"can i call you sometimes!?" he yelled

i kept walking, until i found kim

"kim you oh-"

"chris hates me,!" she screamed

"its ok-"
“no its not i really like chris and now he hates me!”

no this bitch didnt say she liked MY man!

"yeah he does hate you" i replied not giving a fuck about her feelings

"i know" she whined

i wanted to see if chris is okay i know what things he can do when he gets mad.

so imma go to his house to check up on him.

"okay , i gotta go" i said heading to my car.


we arrived at chris house.

"calm down chris!" i yelled

"i should of killed him" he replied

"no. im glad you didnt" i said


"no! i didnt want you to have to go to jail & be locked up for murder!" i shouted

"you care about me??"

"yeah.. i mean why wouldnt i care about you?"

"b/c you dont act like it"

"well i do ight" , come here" i said

he walked over to me , i pulled his bloody shirt off. i couldnt help but just stare at his body and all of his tattoos

"kiss me" i whispered

he leaned in for a kiss and started to take off my shirt leaving me in my bra.

"chris! chris!" some girl shouted banging on the door

"who dat?" i asked putting my shirt back on

"i dont know"
he opened the door and some girl was standing there with her arms crossed

"im glad you okay nigga" she said giving me a glare stare.

"sammie what you want?" chris aked

"well i see this hoe got what she wanted" she said pointing at me

"i aint no hoe!" i yelled

"come here sammie" he pushed her out the door.

i walked slowly to the door litsening to their conversation

Chapter Seven : Mcloving


"chris it doesnt go there!" i laughed

"yeah it does!" he pouted

"aww i told you putting the scroller together was harder than it looks"

"since when did they need to make high tech scrollers"

"i dont know chris, i just dont know" i laughed

chris was such a cutie & he was so sweet and nice. im so glad i have him as a friend

"you do know" he said pushing me lightly to the floor

he climbed on top of me so now our eyes and our bodies where together.

"what?" i said staring at him

"your so beautiful kim"

"aww thanks"

"im serious"

he placed his hands on my thighs and planted a kiss on my face leading up to my lips, and our tongues intertwined.

"stop chris" i said pushing him off me

"whats wrong?"

the truth was i didnt want to have sex with chris knowing i just had sex with derick.. but i couldnt tell chris that

"nothing i just dont want to-"

"theres somebody else?" he asked

"chris its-"

"dont lie, if your seeing someone else you can tell me kim"

"yes" i said shyly

"oh ight" he replied getting up off the floor

"chris wait-!"

"whats his name?"

"chris just pleas-"

"whats his name?"


"oh so you called me over here to help you. when you should me calling derick"

"chris its not like that-"

"you used a nigga, leading me on. knowing that a nigga had feelings for you!" he yelled

"chris calm the fuck down!"

"naw, im out call yo nigga derick and tell him to come over and be your bitch"

chris walked out the house and slammed the door. what the fuck happened?


i cant believe she tried to second hand a nigga, thinking im stupid or some shit. man fuck her, i could really use a blunt or some shit!

nigga got played nigga got played, i was so pissed off that i had to pull over before i get into an accident.

i got out the car and started to walk back in forth until i realized that i cant be seen by anyone cause i aint with the camera shit & all.

i hopped in the car and slammed the door and smashed my finger. fuck! & it started to rain this some bullshit

my hand was bleeding like a water fall it wouldnt stop. so i decided to go to cvs to get some band-aids or something to stop the bleeding.

i pulled up & parked my and put my sunglasses on & my hat.

i walked inside to some weird smell. cvs always smell like a hospital, i walked through the aisle looking around for some bandadges, until i saw her again.

"n-natasha?" i asked to make sure i wasnt wrong

"oh shit" she whispered

she had on sunglasses with a hoodie on

"nice meeting you again"

"what do you want chris"

natasha grabbed something off the shelf and walked passed me heading towards the front

"natasha" i whispered

she threw her middle finger up and kept walking


i cant believe i keep seeing chris again it was like a repeat on a song, you gotta litsen everytime.

after i paid for my alcohol for my bruise on my eye.

who knew my eye would be swollen from last night when derick hit me. i couldnt cover it up well but well enough for noone to ask questions

i started to head to my car.

"natasha" chris said running behind me


"why you tripping?"

"im not but, what do you want?"

i stood by my car leaning on the trunk

"i wanted to talk to you"

"okay talk"

"i forgot what i was about to say" he laughed

this nigga.

"what happend to your hand?" i said

"slammed it in the car door"


"what happen to your face?"


"you heard me, acting like i cant tell when a women is getting beat up by some bitch ass nigga"

"fuck you"

"natasha im sorry"

"i dont need your pity" i could feel my eyes watering up and a tear dropping and hitting my bruise which hurt like hell

"natasha let me see" he said removing my glasses

"you cant keep letting you boyfriend do this to you"

"not my boyfriend anymore & its the first time he hit me"

"i see its complicated" he replied

"fuck you know about complicated? your chris brown you probally never had a care in the world"

"naw you got it all wrong"


"some girl i really liked had another nigga but decided to lead me on" he said while looking down

"fuck her then"

"i tried to but she stop me before i could reach her pants" he laughed

"you know what i mean chris"

"i know"

"well i gotta go" i said getting off the trunk

"wait- can i calll you sometimes?"

"hell no"

"why you so mean to a nigga, im just tryna get to know ya!"

"you know where to find me"

"mmm alright"

"what?" i laughed hopping in the car

"nothing, why you playing hard to get?"

"b/c im not easy"

"girl you tripping, give me the digits" he said in a creepy voice

"bye chris!" i laughed and drove off

he was so funny and fine.

the next day..


i woke up early to go jogging with my girls, gotta stay fit after i ate that pound cake which was so fucking good.

"Im so fucking hot!" carmen whined

"lets jog up to mcdonalds and get something to eat a sister hungry" amber huffed out of breath

"mcdonalds is so unhealthy" renae’ added

"dont be a bitch about it yall come on"

we jogged all the way to mcdonalds .

i was outta breath bout time we got there.

we walked in and sat in a booth

"damn my thighs burn!" carmen said

"i know" renae’ replied

"so natasha when was you gon tell us about your bruise on you face?"

"fuck you amber the hoe"

"foreal natasha what happen?" carmen added

"derick hit me alright" i said trying to hold back tears

"oh no he didnt ! ima get tyga to beat his ass" amber said while getting out her phone

"no amber dont!" i yelled

"hello? yeah, ima need you to beat somebody ass for me bae, yeah his name derick, yeah, okay,okay love you bye" she hung up the phone

"since when did tyga become your bae?" renae’ asked

i just put my head dont thinking about what amber just done.

"well he kissed me, i kissed him we had sex we started dating and now he’s my bae!" amber bragged

"i cant stand you amber!" i yelled

"im trying to help you out!"

"no your not its non of your bussiness!"

"bitch chill the fuck out!"
“bitch? really amber im so done with you!”
i walked out the door and started to walk down the sidewalk.


"why you do that amber?" renae snapped

"fuck her, shes the one getting abused and shit!" i replied

"come on yall lets go look for her" carmen added

we walked outside but we couldnt find her ass anywhere she was gone.


i was driving in my car early in the morning then i saw natasha walking. i swear if i run into this girl again ima have to get with her … on some real nigga shit.

i drove slow to see if i could get her attention



"hey, nice meeting you here again" i laughed

"leave me the fuck alone"

"natasha whats wrong?"
“nothing leave me alone”

"get in the car natasha"


"get in unless you wanna burn your ass off in this sun"

"Oh my gosh take a hint! leave me alone chris!"

"you seriously want me to leave you alone?" i asked

she hopped in the car and slammed the door and crossed her arms like a baby.

"your attitude is way out of this world"

"shutup" she laughed

"whats wrong natasha?"

"my friends pissed me off" she replied

"anything i can do to make you feel better" i said while licking my lips

"uh no! you mcnasty loving foreal though" she giggled



"ahha you too cute" i grinned

she lightly pushed me, i really was feeling natasha she made me forget kim even existed





when you done reading! let me know whatcha think:) & then i might post another chapter!:]

Chapter Six: Who Dat’?


i brought breakfast for chris b/c i know how hungry his ass be in the morning.. so i unlock the door with my key, and headed upstairs.

i opened the door to find a girl covered up and covers & cuddling chris

the fuck? i walked over to chris and tapped him lightly waking him up.

"sammie?" he asked rubbing his eyes

"i see you had a good night with your … guest?" i whispered hoping she didnt hear.

"oh shit" he said while sneaking out of the bed and grabbing my hand and leading me downstairs.

"sam i didnt sleep with her" he laughed

"i dont care" i said trying to make it seem like i didnt care when i really did

"ahh  dont lie, whatcha bring me?" he reached for the mcdonalds bag

"nigga wholed up"

"what?" he asked

"you sure your girl dont want any?"

"sam stop playing im hungry as fuck"

"fine" i pushed the bag in his face

"thats what i thought" he smirked

i walked over to the kitchen and poured a glass of orange juice


*beep beep beep*

i opened my eyes slowly looking around the room, what happen last night?

"what the-"

i looked around and i leaned my body up and pulled the covers up to make sure i wasnt naked & and hoped that i didnt sleep with some random nigga last night.

i rubbed my head as the shock waves of a bad headache came crushing down on my brain.

*beep beep beep*

i grabbed the phone that kept beeping and opened it up a text message appeared

chris are you okay? havent heard from you since yesterday morning, i hope you can still come to my house to help me out .:) ~kim

i put the phone on the dresser and looked around for my clothes that i couldnt find.. the fuck happened? i must of got drunk & did some things i would regret.

why was i in chrisbrown’s bed?

i made my way to the closet which had chris clothes and shoes in it and i grabbed a sweater and threw it over my head.

i was so scared to go down stairs but i had to get the hell out of here.

i walked downstairs to find chris and some girl downstairs eating breakfast.

"Ummm.." i said quietly forgetting what i was about to say.

"natasha hey, good morning" chris said

"hello" some random girl said with an attitude

"come here & sit down" chris said pulling a chair by him

i was so out of it that i was completly speechless. i just moved by chris and sat down

"so.." the girl sitting in front of me said trying to break the silence


"chris imma go"

"naw where you headed?" he replied

"somewhere where less trashy"

"whats that suppose to mean?" natasha snapped

"umm was i talking to you?"

"naw, you wasnt talking to me …… but yo ass bout to be talking to jesus if you keep talking shit" she replied while standing up

"bitch no you di-"

"stop sam" chris interfeared

"bye chris have fun with her" i said getting up and walking to the door and slamming it shut


sam always do this shit when i have a girl over.. so i wasnt suprise how she was acting.

"natasha im sorry-"

"did we have sex?" she asked

"trust me, if we had sex you would’ve remembered" i laughed

"oh wow"


"your corney as fuck!" she replied pushing me

"you strong as fuck!"

"you taking me home?"

"naw yo ass can walk"

"foreal?" she said giving me a blank look

"im playing, let me get dress & give you some clothes before we go"

"why cant you just take me home now"

"b/c a nigga like to look fresh before i walk out the door" i replied

"how much did i drink last night?"


"hell yeah" she giggled

natasha was sexy as fuck, i stared at her legs admiring her skin complextion


"uh?" i said trying to pretend like i wasnt staring at her legs

"you gonna get in the shower or what?" she laughed

"oh yeah, wanna join me?" i said getting up and moving towards the stairs

"sure" she getting up

i looked at her to see if she was serious & not trying to play a nigga

"im kidding" she said sitting back down

"you wrong for that one"

i headed upstairs and looked at my phone to find a text from kim. fuck i forgot to go to her place lastnight.

i texted her back telling her im sorry and that imma be over there today.

after i hopped out the shower i headed back down stairs where natasha was sitting on the couch.

"ready to go" i asked

"yeah, bout time.. what took you so long?"

"uh had to do my morning routine"

"yeah im pretty sure"

she opened the door and headed towards the cars

"what the fuck do you do with all these cars?"

"drive them" i replied

"naww duh"

"ahhaa come on lets go" i laughed while hopping in the car.

we drove off.


i was watching some chick flick on t.v. then i heard knocking at my door.. i opened it to see derick standing there with roses.

"derick aww your so sweet" i said hugging him

"no promblem" he chuckled

"come in"

i met derick at the party i threw a couple of days ago, he was the only one that helped me clean up after all those crazy rude people left.

derick sat on the couch and grabbed the remote

"what the fuck you watching?"

"valentine movies" i took a seat next to him

"why? those movies are always the same..’i love him’ ‘but he dont love me’ type of shit" he replied

"dont turn it.. you ass!" i laughed trying to grab the remote. instead i ended up on top of him on the floor.

"you really want the remote that bad eh?" he said laughing

he picked me up and pushed me on the floor so now he was on top of me.

"you know we shouldnt -"

derick then kissed me and our tongues were now wrapped up together and my heart beat was starting to get uneven with every kiss he planted on my body.

he picked me so now my legs were wrapped around his back,he picked me up and carried me upstairs. i know exactly what we was about to do.


we arrived at natasha’s place, it was a small little cute house with flowers and other happy shit around it, it looked like a barbie dolls house.

"nice house"

"yeah right" she said hopping out the car

"i was forreal"

"thanks chris.. thankyou for everything" she smiled

"why you acting like this is our last goodbye?"

"it is.. " she replied


"chris your really cool, but i -.. you know chris”

"yeah i know… we still friends?"

"bye chris!" she said turning around and walking to her house


"nice meeting you" she yelled

i threw up the deuce and drove off…

its late at night around 10 and chris arrives at kims house


i finally made it to kims house… to help her with whatever she needed me to help her out with.

i got out the car and knocked on her door

"hey chris!" she said smiling while opening the door

kim had on some shorts shorts, and that was the only thing that had my attention

"sup kim" i walked in the living room and sat on the couch

"i need you to help me put this stupid ass scroller together for my sister’s  baby shower present"

"ahha thats what you need help with?" i replied laughing

"shutup its harder than it looks" she pulled the box on which laid a whole bunch of parts in it

i dont know why she asked me to do this shit? but imma do it anyways b/c i like kim.

"lets get started"


"AND YOU ARE THE FATHER!" maury announced

"that shit crae" i said while crossing my legs on my bed .

i flipped the tv trying to find something else entertaining, then my phone ranged.

it was derick. again. sometimes i feel like he havent got the message that im done with his cheating lying ass.

i pressed ignore.

then i heard knocking at my door, i walked towards my window and peeked through the curtain to find derick car parked outside.


i walked downstairs and headed towards the door and opened it.

"what derick" i huffed

"well damn i gets no love natasha" he said welcoming himself in the house

"get the fuck outta here derick" i said

"its really over" he said pushing up on me

"get off of me derick you got aids" i replied trying to push him off of me

"really? i got aids? natasha you something serious"

"fuck you derick"

i walked towards the kitchen getting away from him

"natasha come on stop acting childish"

"naw you fucked up derick & you know it"

"yeah but im sorry"

"no your not, & i wouldnt even forgive yo sorry ass"

"fuck you say bitch" he said grabbing me

"get the fuck away from me derick"
“naw i want you to repeat what you just said”
“i called you a sorry ass nigga”

he then twisted my arm even harder and slapped me across the face.

"what the fuck derick???!" i screamed covering my face

"im sorr-"

"Get the fuck out!!" i yelled

derick then moved towards the door and walked out.

"shit!" i screamed while holding my face

the pain i suffered from the slap was like needles slamming against my face.

i went to the fridge and got some ice and laid it across my face.

this was the first time a man hit me.


Chapter Five: Aint No Worries


i sat on the tygas couch waiting for natasha to arrive, i really dont know what takes this girl so long.

"you ight" tyga asked sitting next to me"

"never been better"

"why the attitude though?"

"im sorry i get it from my friend" i replied

"yo you seem stressed, maybe you should stick around for the fun shit"

"what? -"


"i got it"

tyga walked up to the door and i could see a couple of girls giggling and shit.

"come on in" he announced

i tried to cover up my body with some of tyga’s pillows because he just gave me one of his shirts no pants.

"chris my nigga!"

psssh chris brown?

i looked over towards the door to fine chris laughing and smiling. oh shti! this was so surreal. but imma play it cool and act like he aint shit even though i was bubbly inside.

"chris this amber , amber this chris" tyga announced

"nice to meet you" he said smiling

i didnt say nothing but smiled back because a bitch was speechless, i looked at the time and it was 9 oclock.. damn night hits so fucking fast.

"where is natasha" i whispered

"aww she looks lonely come over here and chill with us" one of the girls said

i walked over to the table .. which weed and shit was being rolled up.

"you smoke?" tyga asked

"yeah sometimes" i lied

"dont lie now!" chris added

i started to laugh.

"nigga aint no need to lie" i lied again

"we gonna play strip poker or what?" a chick with a pierce on her lip asked

"yaaahh" tyga said in a white girls voice

"strip poker? thats my shit!" i said laughing

"oh really lets see who will lose all of there clothes"

"your on" i said and grabbed a seat


we arrived at the house it was so fucking huge and it had nice as cars parked in the drive way

"who did amber fuck last night" carmen asked looking amazed

"i dont know but whoever it is got lots of monay" ranae’ said

we had to press a button just to get in

*BUZZ* “hello i-im here to pick up amber” i said

then all of sudden the gates opened and i drove in the drive way

we all hopped out and walked to the door, i knocked

"come in!" some dude yelled

"you go first" carmen said pushing me closer

"yall some bitches"

i opened the door and the first thing that hit me was the smell of weed & hella smoke.

i fanned the air making a way for me to breath.

"natasha!" amber came hugging me


natasha? the girl with the huge attitude ,? fuck naw what the fuck she doing here?

"damnn she fine!" tyga whispered

"nigga thats the girl that was at kim’s party. she’s cocky as fuck!" i replied

"so nigga that ass is on point!"

"fuck that shit bruh" i said


i notice chris looking at me i tried to duck my head making it so he wouldnt see me even though it was a dramatic fail.

"come here" amber said grabbing my wrist

"naw lets go amber!" i said trying to break away from her

"yall this these my besties natasha, carmen,ranae’" she announced

"hey chrisbrown!" carmen screamed

"sup shorty" he replied

"sup natasha" he said giving me a bitch please look

"fuck no were leaving lets go yall" i said grabbing amber

"nooo natasha lets stay please" carmen whined

"yeah play strip poker with us" some random bitch said

"no thankyou we gotta long way to go so-"

"you should stay" chris interupted

"no were leaving but thanks anyway" i said walking towards the door

"natasha chill out!" renae whispered

"why? should we stay for what?"

"having fun relax & to forget about derick"

"mm derick who?" i huffed

"exactly maybe you need some fun in your life stop being an up tight bi-"

"dont renae" i said

"come on we wont bite!" tyga said

"well maybe chris will" he laughed

i walked slowly back & sat down in the chair with amber..

"you smoke?" tyga asked me

"fuck i look like? a crack head or some shit?" i answered

"damn girl you bad" he replied

"ill show your ass bad" i crossed my arms and my legs and watch them smoke their lives away and strip off their clothes

"you should join natasha" carmen suggested

"or maybe she should get the fuck out & stop ruining everyone else fun" chris mumbled

"wait, did you say you were a punk ass nigga?" i replied

"fuck you say bitch?!" he yelled

"fuck this shit" i said getting up and walking out the door

i stood by the car and looked up at the stars.


"why you call her a bitch nigga?" tyga snapped

"cause she acting like one damn" i replied

"nigga you never call a women a bitch dawg"

tyga made me felt bad so i decided to go check on natasha.

"ight i apologize ladies" i said while getting up.

i walked out the door to see natasha siting on top of the trunk of her car.


she looked at me and rolled her eyes

"look im sor-"

"save it"

"but i just wanna sa-"

"save it!" she yelled

"the fuck is your promblem girl!"

"oh im a girl when a minute ago i was a bitch!" she screamed

"foreal doe whats your promblem!" i yelled

"MEN! YALL ALL THE SAME!" she yelled back

i could feel her trying to hold back her tears, this women had went through some crazy shit with men & i could tell

"you know.. not all men are like that.." i said getting up on the trunk with her

"oh oh i guess your gonna say your not like that right?"

"no, no i wasnt gonna say that" i replied

"you know your right about me being a bitch" she laughed

"naw, i was wrong your not a bitch and i wasnt suppose to say that to you"

"ahaa your too nice" she huffed

"you need to live a little, have fun" i said hopping off the trunk

"how?" she asked

"how bout me and you go inside the house and join them" i suggested

"i dont smoke or get naked in front of random people" she said

"you drink?" i grinned


"i take that as a yes" i smiled

she hopped off the trunk and followed me back in the house


"i see your back" amber laughed

mostly all of them were half naked

"pass me a drink tyga tyga" chris said

"here nigga" tyga said

chris passed it to me & i chugged it down

"damnnnnn" tyga said

"what? you dont like when girls swallow?" i laughed

a couple of drinks got passed back in forth, and i was getting hotter and hotter the more i dranked

"shit.." i said leaning my head agaisnt chris shoulder.

"ahha natasha bout to pass out" carmen laughed

i took off my shirt and my pants forgetting that everyone was in the room

"im so fucking hot!" i complained

"yes you are" tyga replied licking his lips

"i think you had enough natasha come on" chris said grabbing me


natasha loosened up right out of her clothes, even though she said she wouldnt.

"tyga ima take her home ight?" i said

"bye yall." natasha slurred

i picked her up and put her in my car… i couldnt help but blame myself for i am the reason why shes acting this way.

"nice as car" she said smiling

"thanks" i said driving off

"shit, natasha where you live?"

"fuck i dont know" she laughed

"ight i should of asked your friends but the passed out a long time ago"

"ahha your so sexy" she said rubbing her hands on my thigh

"you are too natasha" i said removing her hands

i could fuck her if i wanted to but that would be taking advantage of her. & im not that type of person..

"omg its a black out" she said passing out

"natasha.? natasha!" i said shaking her

"the fuck?"

i guess she have to stay at my place till morning

Chapter Four: Friends?


i woke up hearing some noise downstairs.. i know somebody aint trying to rob me with all this security & cameras around my house.

i jumped up and put my shorts on and ran downstairs

“Sammie!” i yelled

“What!” she screamed

“Nothing, i thought someone was in my house”

“ahha yeah there is someone in your house” she laughed

“i mean someone i dont know”

“chill out chris your so up tight”

“whatcha doing here anyways? i swear you always be in a niggas house”

“i came to watch you sleep” she replied with a serious look on her face

“the fuck you mean?”

“your so sexy when you sleep” she whispered in a creepy voice

“ahaaha im just playing chris”

“i thought you were. better not have any pictures!” i said while walking upstairs to get dress

“whatever, chris” ‘sammie said while following behind me


”hey, you got some phone calls from some girl”

i sat on his bed

“who?” he asked

“umm.. i think i forgot” i teased

“naw forreal sammie quit playing who?”


chris lightly pushed me on the bed and started to tickle me

“stop! i cant breath!” i said trying to get some air

“nope. tell who called”

“why you care?” i laughed

he ticked me so hard that it started to hurt

“okok!” i gasped

“you make things so hard, when you could of took the easy way out” he replied smiling

“i know!” i yelled while running down the stairs trying to get away from him

i stopped when i reached the back door to see if he would follow me. i looked away for a quick second, then chris picked me up & started to head to the pool


“your gonna get it chris?!”

“get what? get you wet? ” he replied

“no, get cho ass beat”

i jumped out the pool and ran towards him trying to push him in, but he was to strong to push, he finally gave in and grabbed me & we was both head first in the pool

“you play to much!” i laughed

“and you love it”

he grabbed my hand and we walked out of the pool & sat on the concrete


i love playing sammie she’s the only ‘girl’ friend i have.. since all the other girls that ive met seem to like me more than a friend. im glad i can be open with sam.

*chris phone starts to ring*


“hey chris!” kim said

“wassup kim, how you doing?”

“good i guess but, i really wanted to ask you to come over & help me put something together”

really the fuck? she could of just hired someone , but since im really feeling kim & want her to possibly be my girl.. ima go help her.

“ight ill be over there”

“thanks love,” she replied before hanging up.

“whats up?” sam asked

“nothing just going over kim’s later on but now, i gotta take a shower,shit,&shave”

“ewww your so gross”

“dont act like i dont hear you in the morning taking dumps”

“shutup” she mumbled

“you be stankin the whole house up with your toxic bombs”

“oh my gosh chris stop!” she whined

“im done , im done”

i headed up stairs


“get up!” renae’ yelled while pouring a bucket of cold ice water on me

“WHAT THE FUCK RENAE’!?” i screamed

“you cant stay in bed all day just because your depressed” carmen added

“how yall get in my house?”

“keys bitch” renae’ announced

“fuck off” i replied then turn over and put my face in the pillow

“no get up theres plenty of fish in the sea” renae’ grunted while rollin the blankets off me until my face hit the floor

“im up okay” i hopped off the floor and walked to the bathroom

“men be falling like the rain so we aint running out!” carmen sanged

“shutup!” i screamed

me telling her to shutup made it even worse

“cause its raining men fat bitches!” carmen continued

“get over derick he didnt deserve you anyway” renae’ hugged me from behind

her saying the exact same thing chris said to me gave me dejavu`

“yeah i know” i mumbled and started to wash my face


i woke up and looked around.. i wasnt in my house? i covered myself up with the covers. it was freezing cold. & i still had my bathing suit on..

“i see you finally woke yo ass up” tyga said while walking in and handing me some coffee

“shit thats strong” i mumbled putting the coffee on the table next to the bed

“you ready to go home?” tyga asked

“wait. wait did we-”

“hell naw, i wish cuz yo body is bangin!” he broke off into laughter

“i love your music by the way”

“kiss ass” he said

“fuck you say?”

“kiss ass., dont kiss my ass cause im a celebrity” he replied

“fine then i take the shit back”

“how did i get here” asked

“party was fucking crazy last night, i dont really remember b/c i was high as fuck. but all i know is that you & me was going by the motto”

“what? yolo?”

“naw thats drake shit. its yofoad”

“whats yofoad?” i asked confused as shit

“you only fuck once a day”

“i thought we-“

“kidding calm down. uh heres some clothes ill take you home…”


“yeah amber ill take u home”

“thanks but can i use your phone need to call a friend”



i grabbed the phone and dialed natasha’s number i know im the last person she wanna talk to but, i really dont want tyga to drive me home to ackward

“natasha aye can you pick me up”
“where at?”
“umm hold on”

i looked out the window and looked at my surrondings

“ill text you the address okay?”
“whatever” natasha replied

“& natasha im super sorry i love you bitch”

“love you too hoe”

i hung up and walked down stairs

“this is so beautiful” i whispered

“what?” tyga asked

“your house is amazing”

“thank you” he replied

“you ready to go” he asked

“friend picking me up, so your good”

“ight” he walked into the kitchen

i looked around to see if i could find an address anywhere, i finally saw something that looked like and address and text it to natasha


”who she fuck this time?” carmen asked

“i dont know but she just texted me the address so comeon yall ” i said while putting my shirt on and slippin on some jogging pants and jordans

“come on carmen!” renae screamed

“alright alright” carmen yelled

we walked out side and hopped in the car.


i got a call from tyga & decided to see what this crazy nigga wanted


“hey chris we gonna chill today?”

“for what? for you can take my money like you did last time i saw yo ass”

“naw, nigga we gonna just chill me , you , & couple of fine girls & mary jane”

“ight whatever but we i got places to be before it hit night”

“nigga what you got to do?”

“i gotta help kim with something”

“man she wearing yo balls as earrings, she blinging with yo balls my nigga”

“whatever , you mad?”i asked

“pissed off let me tell it” he replied

“headed over there now make sure you got that shit rolled up”

“hell yeah nigga you know it!” tyga said

might as well get high, & get lifted